Me and shelia was walking down the road on our weekly 4 mile walk right well a bag we had our drinks in was a walmart bag and we slit a big hole in it and i put it on my  my head with my face sticking out of the hole.....i run across the highway like a retard no really like with the hand and everything and a cop goes by and iam running like a tard across the highway and he keeps going .  I tell shelia we need to hide because there is no doubt he is comming back 4 sure shes like no hes not well we hide behind a gard rail because there is no where to hide beside the 4lane right so we are peaking out the bottem of the guard rail and here comes the cop im praying he cant see us but he totally does and stops and all i see is his tires going over the bumps!

Well sheia jumps up and says we didnt do anything wrong were just exercising i promise we didnt do nothing me and my uncle do it all the time my mom knows i sware!  Then  he asks shelia all these questions while im sittin on the side and im ACTING RETARTED TO TRY AND GET OUT OF A TICKET.   he tells me to stand up and i jsut    sit there and play with my toes he thought i was retarted! I was doing the hand motions and everything and acting like it on purpose to get oyutta a ticket!! OMG ! HAHHAHAHAHAHH It was so funny!  I guess he felt sorry because he let us go.  But he followed us home! HAHA  I cant belive i just faked being retarted to a cop! 

mood: exhausted music: all kinds....

so.... here is what has been going on

Tuesday i went skating behind my mommys work ....it was fun and interesting.  i feel  a  bunch on my butt.  I think i broke sumthing! hehe.  i hate falling on   my butt that hurts the worst i think.

 then i went shopping. and i stayed all night with my sis

yesterday i went skating with jayson and we went to my sis's house and well.....chilled.  It was fun!

today i was skating but it rained.  i was skating on this cheap o  ramp my neighbors built....it suxed but was fun and now i am bored. 

I made a litlle play list with  my favorite* songs and here it is...

From First To Last - Note to self



Two roads...Split off from here, and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be.

I wanted to be that breath of fresh air, When everything smelled so insincere.
But this taste still lingers in my mouth, Deceit has ways of sticking around.
And I'm ready to disappear, Vacation seems far seems From here.

Note to self: I miss you terribly.
This is what...We call a tragedy.
Come back to me, Come back to me, To me.
Note to self: I miss you terribly.
This is what...We call a tragedy.
Come back to me, Back to me, To me.

I can feel my mind, wandering again.
Into where I dont know, and will I ever get home?
Time starts moving, faster than I can.
And I'm sick of this scene, I need to break from the routine.

I can feel my mind, wandering again.
Into where I dont know, and will I ever get home?
Time starts moving, faster than I can.
And I'm sick of this scene, I need to break the routine.

Two roads...Split off from here, and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be.

Which part of me is left? I feel so close, and yet I am so far.
Which part of me is lost? I feel so close, and yet I am so...Far!...

A WILHELM SCREAM -"Me Vs Morrissey In The Pretentious Contest (The Ladder Match)"

Tell me a doll once came dead from above,
How'd you lose your way,
It stole a year from your best ones a waste to ground you.

When i get to your house,
Off my back i'll lose the weight,
When i get to your house,
Swear to god i won't trust the model or the make
I will trust you.
Alright, alright, alright, alright, alright, alright, alright, alright

Tie me up to the radiator
Trust the sweat, not the face it's on
Tie me up to the radiator
Don't put those lights on me
Don't put those lights on me

The same doll came to walk over us,
It broke mold got stretched like the weak ones,
Cracked and dried up slow.

When i get to your house,
Off my back i'll lose the weight,
When i get to your new fake god,
I wont trust the model or the make
I will trust you
Alright, alright, alright, alright, alright, alright, alright, alright

Tie me up to the radiator
Trust the sweat, not the face it's on
Tie me up to the radiator
Don't put those lights on me
Don't put those lights on me

Tie me up to the radiator
Tie me up to the radiator
Tie me up to the radiator
Tie me up, tie me up

Our vanity's a sickness,
There's a world outside prescribed,
And i won't live in it.

Glassjaw - Ape Dos Mil

You can bet in mid-october,
I will still be ranting 'bout early may.
Yeah he's a winner,
He's a goddamn sinner.
While he dines I'm on the wrong side of the day.
And I said, "I don't understand why I'm fumbling after"
You're the reason I cannot forget this season
Or the letter when she first referred to eight.

It's all calypso.
But it's not easy to know.
You walk around with your shoulders down frowning,
But it's not easy to know.

It's over.
You can bet when mid-october end's I'll still be ranting 'bout most early may.
Yeah, he's a winner.
He's a goddamn sinner.
While he dines I'm on the wrong side of the day.
And I said, "I don't understand why I'm fumbling after"
Yeah, you're the reason I cannot forget this season,
Or the lesson how an ape shall not kill ape.

And I said,
It's all calypso.
But it's not easy to know.
You walk around with your shoulders down frowning,
But it's not easy to know.
It's just a tango.
But it's not easy, you know.
I walk around with my horns out now,
But it's not easy to know.

I'm..
I'm going under.

You can't trust a man who's a governor
Ape can't trust man.
You can't trust a man with a gun at all.
Ape can't trust man.

How can you heal?
If you don't ease back the blame.
Knowing you're right, won't you heal?

UNWRITTEN LAW -"Seein' Red"

I'm seein' red
Don't think you'll have to see my face again
don't have much time for sympathy
Cuz it never happened to me
You feelin' blue now
I think you bit off more than you could chew
And now it's time to make a choice
And all I wanna hear is your...
So follow the leader down
And swallow your pride and drown
When there's no place left to go
Maybe that's when you will know
Follow the leader down
And swallow your pride and drown
When there's no place left to go
Maybe that's when you will know
And foolish lies well can't you see
I tried to compromise
Cuz what you say ain't always true
And I can see the tears in your eyes
And what you said now
Can't stop the words from running through my head
And what I do to get through to you
But you'd only do it again
So follow the leader down
And swallow your pride and drown
When there's no place left to go
Maybe that's when you will know
Follow the leader down
And swallow your pride and drown
When there's no place left to go
Maybe that's when you will know
Well I confess, I don't know what to make from all this mess
Don't have much time for sympathy
But it never happened to me
You feelin' down I don't know where i'll be when you come around
And now it's time to make a choice,
And all I wanna hear is your voice...